I wanted to go to Shanghai. I was in a hurry. We’ll take the plane in two days. Annin was supposed to come with us, but she couldn’t because of her poor condition. So, I will leave with Sayaya, Mion, Yui, Renacchi. Honestly, I was disappointed, I wanted to go to China with Annin. So, today I decided to pay a visit to her. I was worried, of course. She wasn’t really in a good state.
“Yuria…?” Anna said, opening the door.
“Hey. I wanted to see you. How are you?” I asked, going inside.
“Sad. I want to go with you.” She pouted a bit.
I managed to smile, her expression was so cute. We both sat on the couch, without really looking at each other.
“Me too.” I said, laughing. “Annin?”
“Hm?” She answered with a little smile.
“Can I stay at your place?”
“Want you?” She teased me, standing up.
“Of course!” I answered with a bright smile.
“Fine, I’ll take a shower. Make yourself comfortable.” She said, leaving me.
Her place hadn’t changed since the last time. I walked into her bedroom and put my phone on her desk. A letter intrigued me. I know, I shouldn’t read it, but I couldn’t help it. I took the letter and started reading.
How are you?
It’s soon the time for me to leave here! I’m in a hurry!
AKB48 is really a nice group.
It’s a good experience. Blah-blah-blah-blah-blah-blah
Graduation? Will she leave? No, I surely misunderstood. I read again without skipping lines.
“Yuria, what are you doing?” She almost yelled at me.
She was definitively angry with me.
“You…” I tried to say, but my voice didn’t come out.
I was too stunned to speak. I only stared at her, empty.
“It’s not your stuff. Don’t read it.” She yelled, removing her letter from my hand.
Suddenly, I left her and locked myself in her bathroom. She followed me, calling me. I didn’t answer. Anna couldn’t leave me. It was impossible. I stayed on the floor, crying.
She didn’t want to go out. What did she read? It was just a letter about my trip to Shanghai. But I didn’t send it because the travel was finally cancelled. It was a misunderstanding, right? If not, why did she cry? It hurt me to hear her sobs. But I couldn’t do anything.
Yuria was still not out. I ate without her. I let out a sigh.
“The meal is on the table.” I told her, walking in front of the bathroom’s door.
I went to sleep, I felt really tired. But Yuria’s sudden behavior worried me a lot.
“The meal is on the table.” I heard Annin yelled.
I opened the door slowly, a few minutes later. I was not hungry. I needed to apologize. I hoped she wasn’t too angry. I walked slowly toward her bedroom. I opened the door and saw Annin on her bed.
“Annin…?” I asked softly.
She sat on the edge of the bed. Then, she pulled my arm to make me sit next to her.
“Will you… leave?” I asked, looking down.
“Never.” She said, pulling me into her arms. “It’s a misunderstanding. What you have read?”
“Just the beginning.” I answered and held her tightly.
I felt fine here. I didn’t want to leave her arms.
“I’m sorry for being mad at you.” She said softly.
“Sorry, I shouldn’t read it… C-Can I sleep next to you?” I asked shyly.
I deadly wanted it. I wanted Anna to be next to me.
Wait? WHAT?! I’ll calm myself.… I couldn’t say no anyway.
“Y-Yes…” I answered with red and hot cheeks.
“Thanks.” She said with her usual smile.
We were back-to-back. Suddenly, I heard Yuria move and felt her arm wrapping me. My heart stopped beating. Yuria acted strange. Was it because of what happened? She was more… sweet.
“Yuria…?” I said, a little stunned.
I didn’t turn back. She moved closer to my face, kissing my cheek. It seemed to be very close to my lips. What was wrong with her?
“Yuria?” I called her one more time but she remained quiet.
I turned toward her. I could see her face. We were so close, I could feel her breathing. It felt as if we were going to kiss.
“Love rules…” I mumbled.
“But…” She started speaking, putting her hand on my neck.
She kissed my lips gently. I stayed frozen. I didn’t have the time to kiss her back, she had already removed her lips.
“It’s not love.” She said simply with a teased wink.
It was love, right? She just couldn’t admit it. I felt sad. I loved Yuria. Was she playing with me?
I woke up slowly and remove my arm from Annin’s waist. I stood up to leave but a weak voice interrupted me.
I turned around toward her. She was still sleepy, her hair messy. But, she looked pretty as usual.
“Have a nice trip.” She said half asleep with a little smile.
I smiled and kissed her forehead before leaving.
What was wrong with her?! Was she serious? All this picture “YuriRena”… Yuria’s head on Rena’s shoulder… They both held them hand… In fact, she didn’t care about me. Anyway, I couldn’t be jealous. Because I couldn’t be in love, right?
“Annin, I miss you.” Yuria said, hugging me.
I quickly broke the hug. I couldn’t stop thinking about what I saw. It bothered me a lot.
“However, you seem to have fun with Rena.” I said coldly.
I avoided to look at her. I needed to explain a bit my behavior.
“I saw you, in the social media.”
“Are you… jealous?” She teased me.
Jealous? No. I couldn’t. I wasn’t. It was just… That hurt me to see Yuria spent her time with someone else. Wait, was it jealousy?
“N-No! I’m not!” I blushed badly.
“Right. Look.” She said, showing her phone.
Return home from Shanghai!
I was very impressed with the existence of hot and friendly fans that have different language and beautiful scenery and delicious food! ❤
I want to go to meet everyone again! Next Annin will also join J
“So?” She said with an amused smile.
I remained quiet. She wanted me to come. So, did it mean she was not that close with Rena? I mean, she wanted me to be with her, right?
“You’re cute when you blush.” She laughed. “Nee Annin, if-“
“Stop.” I said suddenly, she looked at me stunned.
I pulled her and put my head on her neck. I took a deep breath. I wanted to say it. I needed it.
“I… love you…” I said softly, hugging her.
“Anna… You can’t…” She let out surprised.
“Don’t you?” I asked with a cracked voice.
I felt like crying. I bit my lips, holding back my tears.
“Don’t cry. I love you a lot.” She told me, releasing me and kissing my cheek with a broad grin. “But… love rules…” She said sadly before looking down.
I smiled a bit. She was definitively cute. I put my hand on her neck before speaking.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about…” I spoke in a light tone and kissed her lips gently.
If nobody knows about it, there is no problem, right?
A/N : This fanfic is a request 🙂